[007] Super Junior.

Am i willing to wait for about 6 years for a Super Junior album with 12 members on it?

*Coughs* Yes, 12 members, not 13, I'm not counting Hankyung in, it hurts making myself believe for nothing but still i hope that, that day will come, Super Junior themselves too, said that they still believe that he'll comeback, but who are we joking? He's already starting his solo career in China and that is the reason why I've been staring at Chinese Channels particularly CCTV at the cable hoping that his face will show up.

Were you really sad at that time Hankyung? -___-

Something's bothering me, Super Junior's leader, Leeteuk said that they really didn't know that Hankyung was having a hard time, I can understand them, I mean every variety shows that Hankyung attended, He was smiling, he was having fun, he was happy, all the time, everyone thought that he was fine, but he wasn't, I wish Hankyung was open about how he felt that time and solved it and maybe he's still here with Super Junior. I miss his Korean accent and his beijing fried rice - I miss it, and I'll miss it.


It hurts to think that the foreigner who they considered as a family has left, and might never comeback, and the Asia's Largest boy group are now down to 10 -- Who would have ever thought that this will ever happen to Super Junior. During Super Junior's recent fan meeting, Kang-in showed up, he said that he'll be back and we ELFs should wait for him, everything that time was depressing, i wanted to cry but my eyes won't let me.

Recently, Shindong caught my eye, damn it, he's really something isn't he? I really don't know what to say, I want to curse him but I can't, I don't have the right to do that, I mean I'm just a fan, but yeah, Super Junior is not going to be where they are right now without us - the fans, I mean did he ever consider the fans' feelings about the matter? And I feel bad for the girl, All of us elfs had our eyes on her, and like she must be really be pressured about what her boyfriend did, but i wish she'll accept the proposal, and that she must be really careful about the things that she'll do, she MUST make Our Shindong happy, I just felt like, I'm Shindong's mother, because he's a really good man, and I want him to be married of to a girl who's really perfect for him. But I'm still half-hearted about this issue. It'll take time before this issue will sink onto me. Please pray for me and for the couple.

I know, Maybe, you'll think after reading my entry is like.. "WTF?! All she cared is Super Junior, She's such a geek, obsessed", Whatever, I mean, yes, for a Fangirl, fangirling is something that is normal, we learned to love our idols as much as we can, you might not understand US, but yes, we do this because it is what we make us happy, seeing our so called Idols make our day complete. I wish you'll respect us, because we are still humans.

Tomorrow will be my Mom's 50th birthday and i'll have my Psychological exam which is whole day, I wish that tomorrow will be a good day..

And yes, my answer to the question above, That is, Maybe.